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December 4, 2011


My story of test day. It was a whirlwind and a day of drama, anxiety, stress, crying and more crying. ... "A classmate exited the room and was asked how she felt. She answered, 'I wanna go home and die.' I laughed. I thought, 'Oh she's so silly. That's classic HER! She's a funny one. La-la-la!' .... I had no idea I would soon be in the same boat."

I’m Buggin’ Out!!!

December 1, 2011


I think I done lost it.  Here is where I am right now: (I do love a good “Ren freak-out”) A full day of studying and preparing for another full [test] day.  I broke my brain. I will be playing this song in my head all the way to school tomorrow.  And when I pull […]


December 1, 2011


Tomorrow is mid-program evaluation and I my bpm has gradually risen over the past week.  A month ago, the test was so far off that I knew it would never come.  Two weeks ago, I watched the students around me freaking out and studying everything front to back and then back to front again.  I […]

Hold Fast

November 2, 2011


You know how... when you have been awake for waaaay too many hours and you get to that point of "everything is hilarious"? This week of studying brought me to something similar, except ... everything was "a-okay" and "awesome". Nothing phased me. And I had this weird calm.