So I pretty much shot myself in the foot this evening. I’ve some information to study for tomorrow’s quiz in the morning and had myself a pre-dinner booze-drink [didn't have much to eat earlier today], as well as a….. concurrent(?) dinner drink. Don’t judge me; my words don’t come so quick (or correct) right now. … [Read more…]
I took out my green earplugs. I rolled one between my thumb and fingers until it was tight, then I finessed it into my ear canal and waited for it to expand. Deaf in one ear, I repeated the process with the other plug and blocked my residual hearing. Now fully deaf, I turned to my classmate and she handed me her scarf. I put on my sunglasses and then tied the scarf around my head, over them. I was now completely blind. Deaf, blind and utterly alone....
I love a good photobomb. And I love photobombing. I can't tell you how many people out there must have me in their photos, somewhere in the background, always making the same face....
My story of test day. It was a whirlwind and a day of drama, anxiety, stress, crying and more crying. ... "A classmate exited the room and was asked how she felt. She answered, 'I wanna go home and die.' I laughed. I thought, 'Oh she's so silly. That's classic HER! She's a funny one. La-la-la!' .... I had no idea I would soon be in the same boat."
I think I done lost it. Here is where I am right now: (I do love a good “Ren freak-out”) A full day of studying and preparing for another full [test] day. I broke my brain. I will be playing this song in my head all the way to school tomorrow. And when I pull… [Read more…]
Tomorrow is mid-program evaluation and I my bpm has gradually risen over the past week. A month ago, the test was so far off that I knew it would never come. Two weeks ago, I watched the students around me freaking out and studying everything front to back and then back to front again. I… [Read more…]
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